| < > i diidn't realize how exhausted i really am. i've been going and going and going on so little for over two weeks that last night was my first night of normal sleep. i haven't been able to get myself up out of the house all day, even though i've got loads of things to do. i actually fell asleep again just now for about 45 minutes. i feel like i completely overslept. and i feel like i want to sleep still, but my bicycle is so angry with me. my car is filthy. there are dishes to be done. laundry to be laundered. a cat to be fed. a payment to be found and subsequently made. and no stories to be told... a day of thoughtless action. because my thoughts are too occupied. fuzzy. and out of focus. |